Month: June 2017

Sure Know Something

You broke my heart and I can still feel the pain.

From now until eternity, I will never be the same.

Why was I created?  Why was I ever born?

Not for pain and misery, to which away I can’t seem to be torn.

I’ve taken some of the strongest drugs man has made, and to sleep I can’t seem to make.

Perhaps if I put throat to blade, my pain to words may help someone. Continue reading “Sure Know Something”

Retiring from the game…

Love can make you feel like you can touch the stars even walk on water.

Or it makes you feel as though you’re 20,000 leagues under the sea.

In reflection, it seems I don’t know what love is as I’m left feeling like a calf being taken to slaughter.

I had this grand illusion that if I looked hard & long enough I find someone who could love me. Continue reading “Retiring from the game…”

Random thoughts..

I spend 99% of my time alone & looking back at my life it has always been & that’s OK.

Up until recently, I just never realized I’m what society calls ugly!

Now granted I never thought I was Denzel or even Brad Pitt.

Just never really occurred to that I was so hideous I remind people of ……

But I guess it all makes sense then when  I think about it.  Continue reading “Random thoughts..”

Bus Stop

I saw u sitting at the bus stop. 

My God Ur beautiful & my jaw just dropped.  Girl, I almost wrecked my car, just trying 2 get a good look at U. 

Make a sharp turn around the block & get Ur name that’s what i’m gonna do. 

U gave me Ur name and i did the same.

i offered u a ride, cause i just had 2 have by my side. 

With some people u seem 2 click, by the time we arrived. Continue reading “Bus Stop”