Month: June 2026

8.8.25

My love I can’t give it away. 

I’m told unless Ur pookie, Chad or Ray Ray I get no play.

A single man who lives at home with his mom is considered a zero.

But a man who married with kids & lives with his wife is her hero.

This man will get the best of her & she’s willing to share.

He can use her 4 sex, money, anything just give her the attention she doesn’t care.

4 him she has no rules or rather they get tossed aside.

But the avg normal guy, will only get attention at his funeral after he’s died.

She wants a 100% provider man cos 50/50 is considered doing bad with a roommate.

But Pookie, chad, Enrique don’t need nothing but a hard dick & smile 4 a date.

She will foot the bill, pick him up & let him drive her car. 

All the while giving him sloppy toppy 2 the restaurant so he feels like a star.

Don’t get it twisted, the victim narrative is laying in wait.

Cause all he’s gonna do is pump & dump her then she’s a victim & it was all a mistake.

Not 2 worry cause beta simps will be pulled from the DM’s 2 pay 4 the mistakes of the selected fakes.

She will demand the world from him & misled him 2 think just do this & that & will get next.

Stupid all U gonna get is tagged as a REJECT!!  But not b4 Ur used & then played.

Ur not get sex, a kiss or even anywhere near the kitty.  But U will be expected 2 do all the BF things so she feels cherished, love & protected.

U better be overjoyed 2 do it all & then some & U better never bring up anything she could do 4 U to reciprocate cos the only thing Ur gonna get is disrespected.

This will repeat again & again & again from her 20’s – 30’s till the the troupe of “where are all the good men at?”

 Same place they always been being ignored by U 4 decades in ur friendzone come on drop the act!

Don’t talk smack U didn’t want us then & U don’t want us now.
U just looking 4 a retirement plan so U stay in the streets running Ur body count up & Ur value down.

Send Love & light

©DC 2025

8.27.25

An outcast of my own making?

Five plus decades on this rock.  Friends, am I even capable of making? 

Ohio was home, but I needed to find some place I belong.

Moved to LA & 25+ years later I see, I was wrong.

This place isn’t & never will be home.

I’ve accepted that life moving 4ward will be 99% alone.

It’s not good 4 man 2 be alone right?

Yet I can’t seem 2 connect try as I might.

The Longer I live, the more I realize this place is not meant 4 me.

My phone only rings when folks need something or are in a crisis.

Yet let me need anything it falls upon deaf ears & is simply dismissed.

8.11.25 the original protocol 20TEN finally initiated & put n2 effect.

Something I thought of 15 years ago that was meant 2 protect.

Save people from the horror of having 2 interact with DC.

Something that thinks, talks & reacts so different that people simply reuse 2 see.

I’m not fronting or pretending, I’m just me.

Which seems 2 be something that just be xisting is meant 2 displease.

Sending Love & light

©DC 2025

11 June 2026

Have U ever been so lonely, U felt like U were the only 1 in the world?

Have U ever had 2 face the reality that no1 truly cares?

What happens 2 Ur heart they day U lose that special girl? (mom)

Have U ever been so repulsive that all people can do is stare?

Numb the pain, ease my brain, take away the never-ending loneliness. Look at me, talk 2 me, when was the last caress? Touch me, hold me, love me take away the pain.

I can’t connect so I try 2 protect, but all that creates is a prison.

Have I screwed up so bad, so much that it now can’t be undone?

I’ve become the thing I despise the most.

I look in the mirror & no longer recognize the face I see.

Hey what can I say the reflection looking back is now gross.

I thought getting older, I would get better, wiser, but alas I don’t any longer be… ME.

 Numb the pain, ease my brain, take away the never-ending loneliness. Look at me, talk 2 me, when was the last caress? Touch me, hold me, love me take away the pain.

Sending Love & light

©DC 2026

Inspired by Anna Stesia by Prince.