Category: love

You broke my heart and I can still feel the pain.

From now until eternity, I will never be the same.

Why was I created?  Why was I ever born?

Not for pain and misery, to which away I can’t seem to be torn.

I’ve taken some of the strongest drugs man has made, and to sleep I can’t seem to make.

Perhaps if I put throat to blade, my pain to words may help someone. Continue reading “Sure Know Something”

Love can make you feel like you can touch the stars even walk on water.

Or it makes you feel as though you’re 20,000 leagues under the sea.

In reflection, it seems I don’t know what love is as I’m left feeling like a calf being taken to slaughter.

I had this grand illusion that if I looked hard & long enough I find someone who could love me. Continue reading “Retiring from the game…”

I spend 99% of my time alone & looking back at my life it has always been & that’s OK.

Up until recently, I just never realized I’m what society calls ugly!

Now granted I never thought I was Denzel or even Brad Pitt.

Just never really occurred to that I was so hideous I remind people of ……

But I guess it all makes sense then when  I think about it.  Continue reading “Random thoughts..”

I saw u sitting at the bus stop. 

My God Ur beautiful & my jaw just dropped.  Girl, I almost wrecked my car, just trying 2 get a good look at U. 

Make a sharp turn around the block & get Ur name that’s what i’m gonna do. 

U gave me Ur name and i did the same.

i offered u a ride, cause i just had 2 have by my side. 

With some people u seem 2 click, by the time we arrived. Continue reading “Bus Stop”

Since the dawning of time I have been with U. 

I have seen your trials & tribulations, heartaches & pains. 

2 reach out and comfort U my heart longs 2 do. 

Love unconditional from a stranger would U… could U… accept? 

Dreams of how 2 approach U envelop my mind planning 4 the day when U could be mine.  Continue reading “A TIME 2 DREAM”

Just to have a moment of your time, oh what could we share? 

Would you talk to me, tell me how you’ve missed me, and how you care? 

I want to drop a dime, and tell you how happy I was, when you were mine. 

Memories and dreams are all I have left to hold on to.  

I want to know, in my position what would you do? Continue reading “Moment in time”

I could get lost in your eyes.

I know I may have said a lot that may be a bit overwhelming, please believe none of it is a lie.

I watched as you tried to decide on if you wanted to go thru with our first kiss.

Life is a blessing and meant to be enjoyed.  That’s one of life’s things that shouldn’t be missed.

 When you smile… did you know that your eyes light up.

The words I planned to say in my throat seem to get stuck.

You have sparked my curiosity, I want to get to know you and see what you’re all about. Continue reading “Your Eyes”

 

How beautiful do the words have to be?

Before you open your eyes and see, that for a lifetime of happiness you need to be with me.

How beautiful do the words have to be?

That I love you, just for being you, no strings attached, no conditions, just a love every morning anew.

How beautiful do the words have to be? Continue reading “Beautiful”

Inspired by the song of the same name by Prince listening on repeating thinking of the upcoming inevitable ending. This is one of my all time favorite Prince songs.  On the 1 year anniversary of his death, I share this with you all.  Words can’t express my sadness that I’ll never be able 2 go see him live again or that I’ll never be able to buy new music by him ever again. 😦  I’ll miss him till I join him on the other side.  Rest in paradise Prince!

It’s been a few nights since I spent another lonely Xmas.

I drink till I’m blind cuz it helps me to remember us.

You were the one my dreams were made of.

Now I spend my time alone… you were my last great love.

I remember how we would talk till the sun came up.

Last night, I spent another lonely Christmas

I guess as long as there’s pain,

Trying to sleep, but my heart is restless.

Then I know love is still holding the reigns

  Continue reading “♪ Another Lonely Xmas ♪”