Like a child on Christmas Eve night, I await the next time I lay my eyes upon you.
I wait wondering, pondering, what’s the next thing we’ll share.
There are things I want 2 do with you that I won’t speak… No, I wouldn’t dare.
Our relationship is developing slowly over time.
This way when it finally happens were both sure you want 2 be mine.
We have had past loves in our lives who will always be a part of us.
Given enough love and time we can be the love of a lifetime on this I put my trust.
Your heart currently belongs 2 another who may or may not ever grasp exactly what he lost.
However when you need a man not a boy that’s the cost.
I knew within the 1st month of knowing you , that we were going 2 experience something totally new. Not just with you , but me 2.
I’ve spent years imagining & planning 4 the right 1 2 come along.
Some1 else’s whose heart beat 2 a different drummer, but sang the same song.
Eternally a romantic all the way 2 my body’s soul.
Love once committed never grows old.
2 share in your joy & pain. 2 love you even when I don’t feel like it.
I asked God 4 a blessing & He gave me this.
I will never ask you 4 more than I am willing 2 give.
Are you beginning 2 stand under how my life I want 2 live.
Loved unconditionally ‘til u say you can’t handle anymore.
Wait until the following day cos baby there’s a lot in store.
I pour out of a fountain that has never run dry.
Love so deep that it can absorb the pain you try 2 hide.
Free you from the fear that you have 2 be perfect 2 be truly loved & adored.
I come from a realm that love is all that really matters.
Being as such we sing & dance in 1 accord.
©2003
Author: DC
A walking contradiction... What you see isn’t what you get. To get to know the essence you need to open the book and read. An enigma; giving, selfless, conceited, arrogant, loner, author, friend, confidant, trainer, model, actor, and life coach. It really depends on your relationship with him. To someone who doesn’t know him or decides to judge the book by the cover; he is viewed as conceited, arrogant or even mean. Which is the exact opposite of who he is. He’s more of a shy introvert around those he doesn’t know or isn’t comfortable with. Get below the quiet exterior and you’ll find a heart that, to know is to love. He tries to live his life literally walking in love. He would give the shirt off his back to help. Raised by his mother, with no role model on what a man should be. He set out to be different than what he saw in the community. Men who abandoned their responsibilities to pursue whatever tickled their fancy was the norm. These men didn’t care about the damage caused by their selfish actions. He thought the road would be easy, but alas, it proved him wrong. Society had changed dramatically in a short time. People seemed to perceive his love as a weakness. Or perhaps they had not come across a person, who accepts them for them. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop, they tried to manipulate a gift to their advantage. Left alone most of the time, he started to set his pain to print. Never intending for anyone to read it. However, God had a different plan in mind. He would use DC’s pain to show the women; that there are men out there, who do feel profoundly deeper than they think. To reach out to the masses that don’t know how to get others to understand what they are dealing with or have dealt with. He simply wanted to help people on a larger scale.
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