Fantasy: a song about her

7 Aug 2024

The backstory: Inspired by Daydreaming by Nxworries. 

Written about a woman at my gym, C.  I noticed her the 1st time I saw her years ago.  I “thought” I saw her staring my way a few times & approached her 2 ask what were her goals at the gym?  She was doing an exercise ineffectively, so I showed her a better way 2 do it.  Which in her words she could tell the difference.  Couple of days later I saw her again & asked her what was she training that day & then proceeded to train her on the body parts she was training 2 show her different exercises than she may have been doing.  She appeared 2 njoi the session.  Turned out she had a BF.  At this point, I hadn’t tried 2 hit on her at all.  I can respect the fact that she has a BF.  I saw her a few days later… she walked past me as if she never saw me b4 & that the training sessions never happened.  In light of the METOO movement, false accusations etc.  Did not bother 2 press the issues.  If she wants 2 ignore me so be it.  Fast 4ward 2 2024 I see her back at the gym again.  Same thing, I see her looking my way or my direction at the gym.  I wont say she is looking at me.  She acts as if she doesn’t know who I am.  She has walked by me, cut me off no eye contact, no smile, no acknowledgement of my xistence.  I already had another issue with a woman lying on me at the gym & I am not trying 2 lose my gym membership cos I think a woman is attractive.  So I heard this song by NXworries.  Its older, but this is what I was inspired 2 write.  She will never see it.  But 4 what’s its worth the nrg has been put out there.  I’ll simply njoi looking at her from a distance.  Welcome 2 the Dawn.



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Author: DC

A walking contradiction... What you see isn’t what you get. To get to know the essence you need to open the book and read. An enigma; giving, selfless, conceited, arrogant, loner, author, friend, confidant, trainer, model, actor, and life coach. It really depends on your relationship with him. To someone who doesn’t know him or decides to judge the book by the cover; he is viewed as conceited, arrogant or even mean. Which is the exact opposite of who he is. He’s more of a shy introvert around those he doesn’t know or isn’t comfortable with. Get below the quiet exterior and you’ll find a heart that, to know is to love. He tries to live his life literally walking in love. He would give the shirt off his back to help. Raised by his mother, with no role model on what a man should be. He set out to be different than what he saw in the community. Men who abandoned their responsibilities to pursue whatever tickled their fancy was the norm. These men didn’t care about the damage caused by their selfish actions. He thought the road would be easy, but alas, it proved him wrong. Society had changed dramatically in a short time. People seemed to perceive his love as a weakness. Or perhaps they had not come across a person, who accepts them for them. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop, they tried to manipulate a gift to their advantage. Left alone most of the time, he started to set his pain to print. Never intending for anyone to read it. However, God had a different plan in mind. He would use DC’s pain to show the women; that there are men out there, who do feel profoundly deeper than they think. To reach out to the masses that don’t know how to get others to understand what they are dealing with or have dealt with. He simply wanted to help people on a larger scale.

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