I wonder if I ever cross your mind?

 

I wonder if I ever cross your mind? 

I’m just curious seeing that I think about you all the time.  I wonder what you’re doing? 

Are you happy & content? 

Do you cherish or regret the time that we spent?

 Together wrapped in each other’s embrace.

You know I can still remember the taste of…the first time you made me breakfast, waffles made with apples & cinnamon.

You had me from that moment, a day spent together with no sin. 

Do you ever think you made a mistake with the decision you made? 

Or are we better off, you being in the bed in which you’re laid. 

Regardless of the outcome of the relationship we had.  There were a lot more happy times than sad. 

As the days turn to weeks, to months to years I look in the sky for a sign. 

I wonder if I ever cross your mind?

2 January 2002
©2002

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Author: DC

A walking contradiction... What you see isn’t what you get. To get to know the essence you need to open the book and read. An enigma; giving, selfless, conceited, arrogant, loner, author, friend, confidant, trainer, model, actor, and life coach. It really depends on your relationship with him. To someone who doesn’t know him or decides to judge the book by the cover; he is viewed as conceited, arrogant or even mean. Which is the exact opposite of who he is. He’s more of a shy introvert around those he doesn’t know or isn’t comfortable with. Get below the quiet exterior and you’ll find a heart that, to know is to love. He tries to live his life literally walking in love. He would give the shirt off his back to help. Raised by his mother, with no role model on what a man should be. He set out to be different than what he saw in the community. Men who abandoned their responsibilities to pursue whatever tickled their fancy was the norm. These men didn’t care about the damage caused by their selfish actions. He thought the road would be easy, but alas, it proved him wrong. Society had changed dramatically in a short time. People seemed to perceive his love as a weakness. Or perhaps they had not come across a person, who accepts them for them. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop, they tried to manipulate a gift to their advantage. Left alone most of the time, he started to set his pain to print. Never intending for anyone to read it. However, God had a different plan in mind. He would use DC’s pain to show the women; that there are men out there, who do feel profoundly deeper than they think. To reach out to the masses that don’t know how to get others to understand what they are dealing with or have dealt with. He simply wanted to help people on a larger scale.

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