Sometimes I get lonely, what makes it worse I still want to be with you only.
I still love you, but you’ve shown me I can’t anymore.
I won’t let you live a lie, so I’m headed for the door.
How do I get my heart to accept what my mind already knows?
Like they say I guess that’s the way love goes.
Now I wonder if love will ever come a knocking again?
See word on the street, women are only going for 6’ & over in their men.
Dayum I guess I lose out big time!
Nowhere near that even if I stood on a brick, it’ll never be mine.
Be happy that love came this way more than once in my life.
So how do I deal with the desire to one day have a wife?
We are put on this earth to learn how to love one another unconditionally.
I’m trying, but I can’t do it by myself… I need others to see.
Realize our world is dying, it’s up to us to save y’all.
If you do nothing don’t complain cause it’s going to be a nasty fall.
Heavenly hosts come to my aid to help get the word out.
One man’s voice is but a whisper this message needs to a shout.
©2002
Author: DC
A walking contradiction... What you see isn’t what you get. To get to know the essence you need to open the book and read. An enigma; giving, selfless, conceited, arrogant, loner, author, friend, confidant, trainer, model, actor, and life coach. It really depends on your relationship with him. To someone who doesn’t know him or decides to judge the book by the cover; he is viewed as conceited, arrogant or even mean. Which is the exact opposite of who he is. He’s more of a shy introvert around those he doesn’t know or isn’t comfortable with. Get below the quiet exterior and you’ll find a heart that, to know is to love. He tries to live his life literally walking in love. He would give the shirt off his back to help. Raised by his mother, with no role model on what a man should be. He set out to be different than what he saw in the community. Men who abandoned their responsibilities to pursue whatever tickled their fancy was the norm. These men didn’t care about the damage caused by their selfish actions. He thought the road would be easy, but alas, it proved him wrong. Society had changed dramatically in a short time. People seemed to perceive his love as a weakness. Or perhaps they had not come across a person, who accepts them for them. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop, they tried to manipulate a gift to their advantage. Left alone most of the time, he started to set his pain to print. Never intending for anyone to read it. However, God had a different plan in mind. He would use DC’s pain to show the women; that there are men out there, who do feel profoundly deeper than they think. To reach out to the masses that don’t know how to get others to understand what they are dealing with or have dealt with. He simply wanted to help people on a larger scale.
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Thoughts of a Mad Man... 
beautifully written…. and expressed…. and yeah i liked that line.. See word on the street, women are only going for 6’ & over in their men. …..but that’s not truth dude… liked reading it… keep smiling and writing. .😃
sanii 💖✌✌
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Thank you Sanii! Much appreciate you dropping by. 🙂
Come to LA & chat up some women & you’ll hear the same things I’ve heard time & time again. 😉 This place is sooo superficial. lol
I only write from my experiences with others.
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pleasure is all mine…… and yeah LA will be just like a dream i wanna make true…… but according to me i just need a man just man who loves me…. even 5’4 will also work….. and yeah me to ….i too write with my experience and or my feelings….. sometimes imagination too…..
and i really liked your writings.. keep smiling and writing like this…. 😃
sanii… 💖✌✌
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Haha I love this… “according to me i just need a man just man who loves me”!! You seem to know what is truly important in this life… love. Money is nice, a job with a big title is cool as well.
But talk to some older people who are close to transiting home. What you will never hear is ” i wish I would’ve work just a few more years! Or if I could’ve gotten that last promotion. Or if only I had made a few more thousand dollars!” lol All their regrets stem from lost of relationships IE love or things they wish they had said or done with their relationships in the past. If 5’4″ is cool you should have no problem finding love. Just gotta find a man who values love as much as you do. 🙂 Thank you… you are 2 kind!! Things I’m posting lately are the ones that aren’t in the book release, but were written a long time ago. Wanted to share some things that people don’t have access too.
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yeah you are right……. but if finding live was that easy…… everybody would be happy….. but today’s loves definition is time pass…… one girl out another one in….. but hopes never die dude……. and if you write with your experience…. so you must have some love life… 😃😃✌✌
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Nothing worthwhile is easy to find or create. If I can offer you some insight from my experience, but be forewarned it’s not easy to do & people will talk about you, but being true to myself is the thing that matters most.
I wish I had someone tell me this when i was growing up. I did see it in Prince’s music though… got take inspiration where I could find it. Anywho stay true to who you are & what you believe! Don’t let society tell you who you should be or what you should believe. As long as you’re not hurting yourself or anyone else… do you! Since trying to fit yourself into someone else’s vision or model of your life will make you miserable in the end.
Well I like you also write from my imagination as well. I’ve had my share of relationships that often ended up with me having a broken heart as I wear my heart on my sleeve. I have no regrets though… i was true 2 me & often times they weren’t ready for it. I’m single & have been going on 7 years, but it’s ok. I would rather be alone & be content vs. being in a relationship & miserable. If or when I find someone who wants to experience the “Avant Purple” without judgement then I’ll be in a relationship once again. If not, so be it. 🙂
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thank youu so much for your guidance……. don’t know how old you are……. but still eventually everyone get to know someone worthwhile in there life’s ….and u wish you also get someone who will love you and accept you as you are….. and sorry but what is “avant purple “…..😃😃
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I’m ancient! lol No apologies needed there’s no way for you to know what the “avant purple” is. 🙂
It’s what I call my version of a relationships where the rule book is thrown out along with assumptions of what “they” say love & relationships should be.
It’s essentially unconditional love & acceptance! However it’s not to be abused or taken for granted. As that will cause the end of the relationship & the love to be given from a safe distance.
Love never dies only transforms. However I found that since it’s so different than what most expect they can’t believe it’s true or real… they’re often waiting for the other shoe to drop.
When it doesn’t depending on what they’ve been thru in there lives they often times will sabotage the relationship unconsciously as it seems to good to be true. I mean i get it… what happens when God give you exactly what you want, but you don’t feel worthy of it? So I don’t let the disappointment last to long. I usually put my feelings to paper. lol It’s also a learning experience for me as well. I stand under going against the grain takes some getting used to esp. if your friends can’t relate, but being true 2 myself is what i must do. When i stand b4 God & have to give an account of my life i can say with certainty that I did what I felt 2 be true & in line with his word & teachings.
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wow…… you are deep and intense… and that’s great that you are true to yourself….. there are rare people who can accept what they are…… great thinking sir…… amazing
keep smiling and be yourself…. 😃😃
sanii… 💖✌✌
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Thank you Sanii! What you may not see is we appear to be cut from the same cloth!! 😉
I can’t even imagine the quality & intensity of your writings in 10 years. You already know what’s important to you… which is a blessing.
You’ll just need to have some patience to let people around you catch up with you. I think people are often to scared to go against what “they” say so they opt to be sheep.
Which is fine if that will make you happy. But if you know it won’t then challenge oneself & be true to yourself so that you can be happy. Hopefully along that journey U can find people who can walk with you for awhile, but be ok with walking alone for extended periods of time. But my belief is we are never truly alone that in our times of isolation angels keep us company… we just don’t realize it as we aren’t taught that the spiritual realm is actually bigger & more real than the world we live in & experience now. Keep doing what you’re doing!! 🙂
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thank you so much for your kind words. ……you are really great in motivating others….. thank you so much for your advice…. i will try to get at that point…… again thank you so much…….. it was really nice meeting you…….. and pleasure is all mine……. keep smiling and stay happy…. 😃😃💖✌✌
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You’re quite welcome! Truth be told talking to you is much like talking to my younger self. So all the things i wish someone had told me back in the day… i share with you. 🙂
It’s not an easy road to walk, but i think in the end you’ll find you are much happier & content within yourself & who you are & who you become.
Pleasure meeting you as well. Love & light to you!!
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pleasure is all mine……. and yeah now i m not having any words so…….but alk i can say is thank you so much…… keep smiling and be happy…. 😃😃💖✌✌
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You’re welcome!! I’m usually around should you wanna talk later on. Plus you have my email. 😉
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yeah…. definitely i will and yep i have ur email too…… lets be in touch…… 😃😃😁😁
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Yes, of course talk to you very soon!!
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